Sexual Frustration

I only want the one I can't have

but what if I could?

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I would rip off his shirt

and handcuff him to the bed

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I would kiss down his body

as I removed his pants

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I would tease him and love him

I would kiss him and fuck him

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I would let him hold on to me

I would let him have anything he wanted

I would let him have all of me

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I would then set him free

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If only he knew

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Oh the things that I would do

The Usual

I feel like everyone has 1 person they are comfortable with

The one person they know will ALWAYS be there.

A pattern that works and is repeated

This person is "The Usual" it is like going to a local cafe 

and ordering the same thing every time.

We keep these people around because they are EASY and familiar

Everyone is content with their "Usual"

I find them predictable and boring

I am sick of "The Usual" and am interested in someone "UNUSUAL"

No Regrets

when you have nothing to lose

you have nothing to regret

the moment is now

temptation is burning

and words are nonverbal

if only I could be with him

if only for 1 night

that would be a dream come true

because more than anything else

I am infatuated and curious